If I ever won an award, no matter how big or small it is, I'd never return it for any reason whatsoever. I have never received an award for anything in my life. I wish I had. At least then I'd feel like I achieved something. Whatever I've done in life so far, it's never been awarded. I must suck at life..
I have been keeping a diary since 2009, but I've stopped now. I've stopped writing because there's no point. What's the use. no one cares what happens in my life. No one will ever care about it, no one will ever read those diaries. I feel it's a waste of time, waste of energy...
