29 January 2016
Time Travel
if the wind goes 88 miles per hour, will it travel through time? It needs 1.21 giggawatt.. A bolt of lightning!
28 January 2016
25 January 2016
Moods
Last thought before going to sleep at night: I hope I won't wake up in the morning.
First feeling after waking up in the morning: disappointment.
First feeling after waking up in the morning: disappointment.
24 January 2016
21 January 2016
Thoughts
I know what the weaker sex is, and it isn't women.
It's better I keep silent and for my thoughts and opinions to stay in my own head. No one likes what I have to say, no one likes what I think, no one takes it seriously or values it. I don't know how to be human.
It's better I keep silent and for my thoughts and opinions to stay in my own head. No one likes what I have to say, no one likes what I think, no one takes it seriously or values it. I don't know how to be human.
14 January 2016
12 January 2016
The Past
If you haven't listened to david Bowie 30 years ago then no one wants to know what you did during that time.
11 January 2016
6 January 2016
2 January 2016
Friendship
Good friendships will remain. There is no point fretting and begging, for it is not right. One can only hope they will stay, because they want to, not because you cry for it.
1 January 2016
New Year
No celebrations last night. Was not in the mood. I feel like an utter failure. You look back on the past year, and you can't find a single day where you've done something great, where you've achieved something. 365 days of simply existing. Might as well croak and die.
I told Akhil 'trust me', and he did, and I let him down. How can I forgive myself, for relying on others, thinking they give a shit. Have I lost a friend in him now that he knows he can't rely on me like that. If only I had not given a specific time. If only I had not relied blindly on someone else to come through, then I wouldn't be feeling this shitty. Starting a new year feeling like a piece of shit.
I told Akhil 'trust me', and he did, and I let him down. How can I forgive myself, for relying on others, thinking they give a shit. Have I lost a friend in him now that he knows he can't rely on me like that. If only I had not given a specific time. If only I had not relied blindly on someone else to come through, then I wouldn't be feeling this shitty. Starting a new year feeling like a piece of shit.
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