Money

I am just really, really tired, and all I want to do, is run away to a place where money is not needed, where I can be alone, where I don't have to take part in society. I just want to make a home in a cave on a beach somewhere..

Nr. 1

Caring

No one gives a shit.. no one cares.. no one notices my absence. This is how it will be when I'm dead as well.

Worms

A worm is completely oblivious of the existence of mankind. Is it even aware of any other lifeforms on this planet? Does it know that there's danger everywhere, or is it just living in complete ignorance hence happy..

Happy Days

You'll never get these days back. They will be in the past soon and they will be gone forever. Make those days happy days. Let people smile. Let people have fun. No matter what happens, no matter what they do, even if you don't like it, let them be happy. For the days will be in the past. Forever.

Uncle

Uncle thinks he's the big boss of everything family related, but he's not. He's not even the eldest of the family.

Time Travel

if the wind goes 88 miles per hour, will it travel through time? It needs 1.21 giggawatt.. A bolt of lightning!

Faith

Jehovah's witnesses are not allowed to have smurfs.

Moods

Last thought before going to sleep at night: I hope I won't wake up in the morning.
First feeling after waking up in the morning: disappointment.

Opinions

My opinion matters, as long as it's the same as his.

Thoughts

I know what the weaker sex is, and it isn't women.
It's better I keep silent and for my thoughts and opinions to stay in my own head. No one likes what I have to say, no one likes what I think, no one takes it seriously or values it. I don't know how to be human.

Dr.Who

I wonder if the Doctor saved the world today..

The Past

If you haven't listened to david Bowie 30 years ago then no one wants to know what you did during that time.

Minds

You can't pretend and fool your own mind.

Scotland

No one in Scotland wears a kilt.

Friendship

Good friendships will remain. There is no point fretting and begging, for it is not right.  One can only hope they will stay, because they want to, not because you cry for it.

New Year

No celebrations last night. Was not in the mood. I feel like an utter failure. You look back on the past year, and you can't find a single day where you've done something great, where you've achieved something. 365 days of simply existing.  Might as well croak and die.

I told Akhil 'trust me', and he did, and I let him down. How can I forgive myself, for relying on others, thinking they give a shit. Have I lost a friend in him now that he knows he can't rely on me like that.  If only I had not given a specific time. If only I had not relied blindly on someone else to come through, then I wouldn't be feeling this shitty. Starting a new year feeling like a piece of shit.